Before I started this blog, I'd see other bloggers apologising for their absences and I always wondered why they felt the need to - of course they had a life, what was wrong with that! Well, I'm now one of them, because I genuinely do feel bad for disappearing slightly, but I've been so so busy and hope to be able to correct that now.
Basically, starting the police role has had a significant effect on my weekends! I usually do weekend night shifts, after which I don't sleep meaning I'm knackered for most of the weekends which is when my normal blog writing hours are! I have been writing the entries, but they just haven't been up to standard so I haven't wanted to post them.
There's also been a lot going on in my personal life recently - a close friend is having a bit of a crisis so I've been helping him, and I've had a weird love life thing going on. So you see, since this year I decided to make this the year of no dating because I just haven't had the time or the desire to be honest with you. Something slowly formed very naturally with someone I worked with, it got emotional between us, he reacted by literally leaving and vanishing...yeah, there's more of a story to that, but I don't think I'm ready to finish it off to you all yet. Plus its all a bit confusing so I suppose it remains unwritten.
Anyway, I am very sorry for the vanishing and hopefully you'll understand - this career changing thing is hard, especially when it means literally doing two careers at once for a while. Trust me, I worked 36 hours straight the other weekend and then still didn't sleep when I got home!
I'll be back to normal for now, and thanks for sticking with me :)
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